and so it is.

[ans99]

i didn't know what a brute i was.

i dipped my cigarette and rode the bus. Vengeance built me hastily, and i dragged the clanging notion
i was nobody,                                                                                      
                                                                                                                               nobody,
                                                                 
                                                          nobody.

all i had was:

1. my Invention.

                                  and My Love Invented All of You.

(oh look what thoughts can do what thoughts can do if you're not by now dead and buried you're most certifiably married oh married)
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I'm sure you're sleeping sound,
with the Mistress of the Hours. The hours that grind your life to dust
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Your easy loves You keep like pets.
Denied them, You are powerless.

.....whatever keeps you sleeping through the night....

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i'm not the man you thought i was.

my love has never lived indoors
i had to drag it home by force
hired hounds at both my wrists
damp and bruised by strangers' kisses on my lips

but.

you're the one that i still miss
you're the one that i still miss
((((And It's Ruthless That It Comes As No Surprise))))

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